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Saturday, October 23, 2004

Anything you can do..........

I seem to think I can do to! I couldn't sleep last night....so I decided to watch a movie. I decided to finally watch "8 Mile". I've been meaning to and never got around to it. Have you ever noticed when you watch movies that revolve around one thing like singing or dancing, all of a sudden you think you can do it? I was watching this movie and just started writing. I know, I'm a complete dork, but I totally ended up writing out a rap. I really am a dork, but I don't care. I was having so much fun all by myself. How many people can truly say that? I always have fun when it's just me and the Lord. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE hanging out with my friends and my family, but there's something about being all by yourself that's real and true. Not to say you're not real when you're around other people. You're just more aware of what brings you joy and makes you sad when you are all alone. Anyway, back to this silly rap. I wrote it, so I'm gonna write it in this journal. Maybe some day I'll start to type out some of the other stuff I have written. Maybe not. I'll be rappin, and I'll continue to sing, till you tell me and you reveal yourself to me cuz i just stand here preachin' to my own self Lord, that ain't helpin' anybody out cuz I - just sit - and i cry and i don't know what to do just livin' till i die that's not what you want is it? you want me to get off my butt and dig it you're listnin' to me cry with a sigh the spirit tells you why that i cry at night and i sleep and i don't sleep then i sleep again and i wake up screamin' the world catches up with me as i sleep at night i wake up with terror i wake up with fright He brings me peace and after all that what do i do Lord, i turn my back and i practically spit on you cuz i don't know what's right and what's wrong and what's wrong and what's right but then you speak to me in the middle of the night Lord, you got me here on this earth and i'm not really sure why i'm diggin' in the dirt it's your will i desire in my heart light a fire come in-to my soul let your - spirit flow clear my mind make me white as snow i'm blameless in front of you i can now stand shameless i'm rhymin' and i'm white i'm a girl yeah that's right but it don't matta' young or old, wise or unwise spirit comes and takes hold that's somethin' you can't despise look into my eyes it's God you will recognize for He's shootin' down all of satan's lies The truth doesn't always have to rhyme but it will be revealed to you it's just a matter of time God is in it and man He can spin it better than any of us could ever do He'd be down here and J.C. would show us what to do it's one day at a time i'm livin keep sinnin' asken to be forgiven i'm tired of livin' life that way wanna walk in the light every single day every hour every minute so everyone can see that God is livin' in it my heart that is comin' to save the world - it's not my job the Lord's got it covered i'm just a lazy slob He's gonna get the job done so i ask you one time do you know about God's son? if not i tell you who He be He's Freedom Love, Peace, Joy and Harmony you're here for a reason a season to make a difference in someone else's life not to keep complainin' of your own strife don't underestimate what God is gonna do He made you on purpose don't be nervous He's got a plan for you He's got your best interest in mind He wanted me to tell you and that's the reason for this silly rhyme.

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