Long Overdue......

I haven't written in forever!! My mind, in the mean time has come up with numerous journal entries that proceeded to go unwritten. Time just seems to go by. I sit at the computer, even today, and I think about writing, but my brain protests because it doesn't seem to want to delve that deep. (Is delve a word?) Anyway, lots has happened, but I will rehash and summarize to the best of my ability...in another blog at another time. To think...the word blog probably didn't even exist ten years ago...wierd. I just got out of my bible study. It's so nice to be part of one instead of leading one. I had never been part of one prior to this, and now I can't believe I never have because it feeds me every week, no matter what. Whether it's something someone does for me through the message, or simple interaction, or something I do for someone else. It pretty much rocks. My rent is due on Sunday. I don't care to go into that any further, but for anyone reading this, which, I actually don't think there is anyone that actually reads this, and if there is, it's been so long since I've written they've probably stopped checking, but if there is anyone, please pray for that....my rent that is. Greatly appreciated. God will provide....I'm not worried, but I feel like I should be, you know? Worried, that is.......but I'm just not. I start a new job tomorrow, or, rather, I start training for a new job tomorrow. It's at Holy Cross Children's Services. I am extremely anxious to get started. I will be training with the Residential boys group tomorrow. These boys possibly have some severe issues, but this is where I have felt my heart has been for a long time, with at-risk youth. I love that term "at-risk", aren't we all at risk at any given moment? Ha. I will now get to see if that is where God wants me to be. God is so good to me. I have to work on Thanksgiving.....that is not a complaint, for reasons previously stated in the third paragraph of this blog. I think I'm going to ask my family (a.k.a. my mom and my sister) to come on friday, we'll celebrate Thanksgiving then. Hopefully that works out. I need to clean my apartment. The only problem, and I mean the ONLY problem with living alone is there's no one else to blame the mess on or split the chores with. Man, I wonder how much they would charge me to have a lady come in and clean a studio apartment? Ah, I could probably scrub the whole place down within a couple of hours at most, but who wants to do that? Oh well, I'm sure it'll get done within the next couple of days, cuz I'm getting tired of looking at it. I can't tell myself to do it though, I don't know why. It's like I think I'm telling myself what to do, and, for those of you who know me, you know how much I love it when someone is trying to be "the boss of me" :) You know, I could go on and on and on and on. Like I said before, a lot has happened. The play is over, a new job, quit the old one, school is coming to a close for the semester, I have met a ton of new people and made some great friends, I finally got to visit my nephew (a.k.a. my best friend), I am still learning new things about God on a daily basis, which inadvertantly (sp?) causes me to learn new things about myself, okay......I'll stop here, or I will go on and on and on.........another day. Just wanted to jump back on the wagon and start writing again..........PEACE.