I have been wanting to write for some time. I never seem to have enough energy left to do it. I do not have energy now, but I don't know what else to do. I am sitting in the hospital room of my uncle...ahhh room 306. I shall remember this room forever, I think.
He is restless tonight. Lord, give him peace. Let him sleep. I watch him sleep and it frightens me and calms me. I can't tell if I am scared, worried, detached, or worse.....I might have too much of an understanding of what exactly is taking place. I recognize that in this bed lies the one constant male figure in my life.
I am too tired to continue writing. I can't sleep, but I can't really do anything else either. So, I sit.
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